Category Archives: Sadness

Gather Me Up Because I’m Lost

September 29. 1984 Dear So and So, Gather me up because I’m lost. Or I’m back where I started from. Crawling on the floor, rolling on the ground. I might cry. I won’t go home. So here’s the story. I’m … Continue reading

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Sorry I’ve been away for so long. I was feeling alright. As I said in earlier posts I Iost my health insurance. Or rather my douchebag ex vindicately cancelled it. Anyways… I’ve had a bad week. The worst I can … Continue reading

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Say Goodbye

Today was a hard day.  I drove from Brooklyn to northeast Pennsylvania to say goodbye to what had been my summer home for 9 years, and to collect my things. This farmhouse and it’s 300 acres of land has been … Continue reading

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Dear Asshole

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Something in the Way

Yeah I don’t know if I’m cycling. But I’m depressed as hell. Its getting harder to get out bed. I still do it but I’m consistently late to work. Had a few, momentary dark thoughts. Ugh. Lamictal is supposed to … Continue reading

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You took 14 years of my life and threw them away, cut me off, broke me. You cheated. You told me you would stop. You didn’t. You controlled me. You abused me. You still try to control me. You still … Continue reading

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Crying in CVS

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