Category Archives: Depression

Gather Me Up Because I’m Lost

September 29. 1984 Dear So and So, Gather me up because I’m lost. Or I’m back where I started from. Crawling on the floor, rolling on the ground. I might cry. I won’t go home. So here’s the story. I’m … Continue reading

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Sorry I’ve been away for so long. I was feeling alright. As I said in earlier posts I Iost my health insurance. Or rather my douchebag ex vindicately cancelled it. Anyways… I’ve had a bad week. The worst I can … Continue reading

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Say Goodbye

Today was a hard day.  I drove from Brooklyn to northeast Pennsylvania to say goodbye to what had been my summer home for 9 years, and to collect my things. This farmhouse and it’s 300 acres of land has been … Continue reading

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Dear Asshole

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Something in the Way

Yeah I don’t know if I’m cycling. But I’m depressed as hell. Its getting harder to get out bed. I still do it but I’m consistently late to work. Had a few, momentary dark thoughts. Ugh. Lamictal is supposed to … Continue reading

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Crying in CVS

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